Good Evening everyone. Happy Monday to you all. With tomorrow as a 'big day' for me, I've done alot of thinking today. Actually cleaning the house (my mother is coming down) and getting clothes washed and sheets changed and grocery shopping done. I figured that the busier I stay, the better.
Somewhere off in that distant pea brain of mine, tomorrow is dwelling. My mind is like a symphony of emotions, with a crescendo of anxieties and fears coming up on the next page. I tell myself that I'm going to be fine. And Yes, I will be fine. Why is it always the fear of the unknown that seems to be a common denominator with a scheduled hospital visit?
I've been pretty positive since day one, no sense in changing this now. I look at it as the first day of my new life. The first day of becoming cancer free. The first day of saying that I'm a survivor. I promised myself, that when I get into the Operating room, that I would go under with a smile on my face. Whether or not I have a mask on or not, I will smile. Because when I wake up, it will be a whole new world for me.
With all the hurdles that have been dealt to me since September 2008, I'm on the final stretch of this 'track meet of my life"!
That being said.......yes you can call me a survivor. No it's not premature. Preplanned ? Yes! Premature? NO!
There is a saying in Psalms that says: Be Strong and let your Heart take Courage!
Yep, I think I'll do just that!
Ok folks, time to say adios! Thank you for your thoughts and prayers, there's no reason to look back now, all things are set for forward! Time to move on with my life!
Love to you all!
Trace
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